They always get me down!
Feeling a bit blah today- and by a bit I mean a lot! Been thinking about #2 again. What he/she could have looked like. I wonder if he/she would have had my unruly hair. Or maybe hubby's perfect smile. Isn't it funny to feel such a loss for something you never had? Perhaps it's a parental instinct what I'm feeling. It's just like what my mom always told my brother... Kahit pusa pag nawawala hinahanap din ng amo. And maybe it's also because I feel alone. Like I'm the only one acknowledging the loss. But my left brain is telling me that it's normal to mourn. It's fine to feel sad. It's ok to take time.
Time.
No comments:
Post a Comment